negative on strep test, yea, b/p normal, trace of protein in Ur (also normal), baby active, good heart rate. U/S Monday. Counting down, freaking out, got another cold, can't lie down for coughing. Very very tired of this....
isabelleSophronia - Hope all is well with your U/S appointment.
I am so frustrated with my own body - AF is here today, my daughter will be 5 at the end of the month...why do I keep on trying???
Last week, when I was food shopping with my daughter, she saw another Mom with her son (about the same age as her) shopping with a cart full of food. My daughter said - "Wow they must have a big family look at all the food they have - so much more than us" it killed me - ugh!!
Sorry, I am so frustrated with myself and my past decisions thinking I had all the time in the world to have a family, when reality is sinking in...but yet, you make it real that there is hope..at least for a few more weeks while you still blog!
If you can think of any more helpful hints, please share. Thanks for all of your support...:-)
Hi, I know it's discouraging, and PMS only gets worse with age. If I hada magic wand, I'd wave it. All I know is tht, for me, DH and I had long moved on and circumstances in our lives put me in contact with a lot of impoverished needy children, pregnant women and a poor community. I wasn't thinking of our family so much as the greater community most of 2008 and I wasn't keeping careful track of when cycles started or ended. I'm told that accupuncture can help and I also took vitex, which seemed to help w/pms. I drank lots of coffee and tons of ice cream. And no one, to my knowledge, was praying for me to conceive. We are insanely lucky although right now i have bronchitis which is making it difficult to be grateful....hang in...
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isabelleSophronia - Hope all is well with your U/S appointment.
I am so frustrated with my own body - AF is here today, my daughter will be 5 at the end of the month...why do I keep on trying???
Last week, when I was food shopping with my daughter, she saw another Mom with her son (about the same age as her) shopping with a cart full of food. My daughter said - "Wow they must have a big family look at all the food they have - so much more than us" it killed me - ugh!!
Sorry, I am so frustrated with myself and my past decisions thinking I had all the time in the world to have a family, when reality is sinking in...but yet, you make it real that there is hope..at least for a few more weeks while you still blog!
If you can think of any more helpful hints, please share. Thanks for all of your support...:-)
Hi, I know it's discouraging, and PMS only gets worse with age. If I hada magic wand, I'd wave it. All I know is tht, for me, DH and I had long moved on and circumstances in our lives put me in contact with a lot of impoverished needy children, pregnant women and a poor community. I wasn't thinking of our family so much as the greater community most of 2008 and I wasn't keeping careful track of when cycles started or ended. I'm told that accupuncture can help and I also took vitex, which seemed to help w/pms. I drank lots of coffee and tons of ice cream. And no one, to my knowledge, was praying for me to conceive.
We are insanely lucky although right now i have bronchitis which is making it difficult to be grateful....hang in...
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